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The Beginning – My ABDL Life

The Beginning

Let us start at the very beginning. This was my first post in my journal at DD. so naive at that point looking back. So much has changed. It’s changed from asking for help to giving it. Giving help, to creating a guide. So without further delay.. Let us start from the beginning.

4-15-2010
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I’ve been following the 12 month program for a while now and suppose I should ask if anyone can tell me what
I should expect over the next few months to year, or what point I
might achieve incontinience.

At this point I’ve been wearing 24/7 for 2.5 months. I urinate at the slightest
urge. I keep my sphinter muscles relaxed at all times. A couple days ago I had first accident while not wearing a
diaper. I wake up a few times a night to wet the bed, (although drinking LOTS of water before bed).

It is fairly easy to wet in any position at this point. What can I expect over the next few months, in the next year? At what point will I become incontinent? Is there a point of no return, that is where it will not be safe for me not to wear a diaper and/or have irreversible physical changes?

Thanks in advance!

PS: Before we start a flame war here i want to state the reason of wearing is
due to mental stability. I suffer from bipolar depression which has led to loss of job and hospitilization more
than once. I’ve found that by wearing diapers on a daily basis it keeps me stable, from going over the edge. Diapers are a a copong mechanism if you will, Its all for comfort and security and has never been a sexual fetish for me.

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Comments, questions, and concerns are always welcome.

-Blake-

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